The Day of the Storming of the Capital

I feel the light in the air

Its warmth,

freeing.

I didn’t feel it inside,

Hollowness,

Despair. 

I was breathing out.

I was breathing in.

Felt the wind slice the sky.

I knew what was happening—

I felt it in my soul—

I didn’t want to believe—

Until suddenly…

I couldn’t breathe.

Everything was off

Something was wrong

It felt like nothing was right

Maybe this is reality,

showing me the truth...

The truth stuck to my soul

Wouldn’t let me free

Clawing me out, 

I still couldn't breathe.

Nothing came easy

I knew that within

I had the one thing i needed,

Until it disappeared.